L'ennui

I've had an overwhelming sense of dread for the last two weeks or so. I have no idea what the cause is, but I feel like I'm walking on egg shells and I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.

It creeps up on me in small increments, I feel like I'm missing something, maybe I lost my keys, my phone, my lipgloss, my wallet, I check everything in a moment of panic.

My boyfriend has asked a hundred times "what's wrong?" I just have to keep answering, "I don't know."

I wish that I knew because then I could fix it.